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So much of life is waiting. . .

As a Christian, I am waiting for a lot--for God to do His refining work in me, for Jesus to return, for me to GET how much God loves me and for me to see what He is doing . . .

What to do in the meantime? I have learned much about what the Lord is trying to teach me, tell me and show me through the discipline of daily time spent reading the Bible. So often we make this time harder than it has to be.

This blog was born out of wanting to share what God is showing me and wanting to be an example that daily time with God is not a deep or mysterious thing (well, every once in a while it can be), but simply a time to read scripture and note what jumps out at you that day. We don't have to be scholars or super-holy or ministry leaders to do this. Some days I hit the jackpot and others I come up empty--but only by persevering do I give God the space in which to speak and myself the stillness in which to hear and obey.

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

The Dream Realized

 Wow. Three years passed in a haze of night feedings, diapers, potty training, and general life with two littles. However, I am still here, and still seeking the Lord and trying to hear from Him. For the past forever, I have done a read through the Bible in a year or two years program for my daily reading. Sometimes the going is tough. Right now I'm reading in Joshua, around chapters 17-21. Chapter after chapter delineating who gets what land where.

As I was slogging through these verses, I was thinking how boring it all was. I was, also, admittedly, skimming through verse after verse of "this tribe gets this land from this river to that mountain". Yawn. 

Then, Joshua 21:46:

Not one of the good promises which the Lord had made to the house of Israel failed; all came to pass.

All of that boring division of land is the realization and reality of the Lord fulfilling His promise to the children of Israel. The promise that He would give them the Promised Land and bless them, and that they at last would have some rest after the desert wandering. 

Three years absence from blogging (and other things I used to do) caused partially by the mundane details of being a mom to young children. Laundry, sweeping (and sweeping and sweeping and sweeping), hyper vigilance about bodily functions and waking at every night noise; these are the unexciting verses in this chapter of my life. 

These boring verses in my story are clear evidence of God's faithfulness and blessing in my life. Years and years of praying for a husband and children (and knowing that, even if I never got them, God was still good and I was still the recipient of grace beyond measure). Getting so far in the story and then waiting some more.  The nuts and bolts of each of our lives have so many "boring details", yet somehow, at the end, they often reveal the answers to our prayers.